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insurrects:

so, i’m gonna try to keep this short. i’ve had this blog for less than two weeks ( 12 days, actually! ), but because of all the fun i’ve been having & all the great people i’ve befriended in the short time that i have been here, it’s felt like a lot longer than just that. frankly, i don’t know why the heck you guys are flocking to me and my large glowing apostate tree, but i am glad that you are! anders is different from the sorts of muses that i usually play, so it’s kind of like a breath of fresh air for me to be here. and of course, it’s equally as pleasant to see all the amazing people i see on my dash every day. i love you guys.

if you’re not on this list, please don’t be offended/think i don’t like you as much/etc! i love everyone that i’ve met/spoken to thus far, and also, it’s highly likely that i forgot a couple of people while i was making this ( because lbr my memory is not the best ). but here’s a quick shoutout to a handful of people that have made my relatively short time here particularly special ( or that i just really enjoy watching from my corner apostate garbage pail ).  (ɔ˘з˘)ɔ

miiserably. rivainist. lierehn / giantscruff / hiscompassion. accxpiteravem. revasfenoutsmarrt. vigoare. offayth. blitzsparked. magechampion. mahxriel. ofwalks. rcyalbastardunbowedpride. loquensexflores. ignexs. chalceum. bloodstrucke. ressentire. revasaenedonistica. anivaraunforsworn. wcrdenpvgnator. leonicormaskedsin. soulmeld. vriehedd. veilled. ternpestuous.

❛ Iorv, ❜ He starts, typical greeting followed by a kiss to the cheek, ❛ Took a contract recently that had me chasing an Ekimmara through some elven ruins. Found /this/, ❜ A sword is produced, elder speech carved into blade -- unreadable to his eyes, but perhaps carrying more meaning to an Aen Seidhe. ❛ tucked away in its nest. Figured i'd hold onto it, see if you wanted it. ❜

         Yet he had seen the cascade of Shaerrawedd, beheld the folly of Aelirenn, and descried the carnage afore Dol Blathanna’s quasi-reign; remnants, they were said to be, more than a vestige and less than a shade          but how could they be, if there were no remains, nor beleaguered tinctures, which didst thenceforth tarry ( even Faeinnewedd seemed to wane, a final echo of erstwhile whimsy ).

Though dactyls entwine with something relinquished unto fading present, and countenance is riddled with tides of quaking uncertainty: it is not fleeting as he would have presumed, metal rests atop gloved hands, weighted as any other blade he hath heretofore claimed. Lips sunder in silent shock; in brevity ebon brow furrows ‘neath scarlet shroud. How can a solitary shard, a fractal, be imbued with such history? And still it is a reminder of all that has been lost.

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Many of the officers in my unit carried swords like these,  a low intonation; for he knows that the Witcher is dreadfully unaware of what this is, what it means. Perchance, in some respects, he has endowed the whole of elven chronicle, in little more than haemal-risen antiquity hence. Never thought I’d hold one again. ❞ Hilt is gripped with dilapidated familiarity, scintillating silver examined further, with torturous precision this time. Not a feigned attempt at lore, but an authentic branch from his people’s atrophying tree.

Beryl fixates on this unexpected gift-giver; even if he tried, he would be unable to cloister the misshapen smile which creases disfigured skin thereafter.  You’ve done the Aen Seidhe a great service, Geralt; I…don’t think I’ll ever be able to repay this debt. 


tofeign:

tofeign:

      as a forward, i’d like to say this is very much overdue && i’d firstly like to apologise for not recognising or showing my gratitude for you guys any sooner ; an ‘ i’ll do it the next hundred ’ turned into ‘ maybe the next ’ which in turn ended with me, several months && many hundreds of followers later, pulling stuff together in a hurried attempt to get something out there.

      now, this was ultimately prompted due to a large number of followers that i’ve managed to gather here in my five months of having this blog ––––––––– but numbers aside (as i’ve always had a dislike of numbers + keeping track of my follower count is the least of my worries), i really just wanted to make this to recognise the many talented people that i have the privilege of having on my dash!! 

      truly, when i say that this has been one of the more welcoming communities i’ve been a part of, i mean it.  i honestly made dorian on a whim, having not even finished the game before i decided ‘ hey, maybe i’ll try my hand at this guy!&& never did i think that i’d 1.) love dorian so much 2.) get so far in my writing or 3.) meet so many amazing people.  you’ve all helped me get so much further in my writing than i ever thought i would && for that, i don’t think i can ever thank you enough –––––– for your continued patience, encouragement && all the kindness that i’ve been met with, THANK YOU.

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CZAROWNIICA   ❜

& vriehedd

               she remembers.

there is light – too much light, even though it is clearly nighttime;
there is noise – too much noise, even though those are only the
trees. people – no, not people – speak to her, and she replies,
and her voice sounds utterly ALIEN to her, for she remembers a
different voice, a hoarse voice that whispered, spoke, cried out…

she doesn’t remember when, or what,
or whom that voice belonged to even –

the voice itself is the only thing she remembers beside DARKNESS.
darkness she’s been torn out by those… aen seidhe, they call themselves
just that.  

a voice asks, and another voice – her OWN now, her own voice,

                   ‘ neén. my name… neén– ‘

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                                     no. she remembers not.

           Devoid of magnanimity, visage beholds little more than a shade of stolidness. It almost appears exorbitant, having weapons drawn on a woman who botches colloquy, fumbles for words ( and yet the Woodland Fox was known for his ostentatious displays, yes?

           ❝  Of course a dh'oine would
                be foolish         enough to
                wander through the forest
                while drunk on fisstech.   

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A listless wave of gloved hand, and archers rest hesitantly; commander lingers aside faltering interlocutor, though scowl remains evident. The unit murmurs amongst itself, perhaps condescending to question why they’ve squandered any breath and sweat on a woman who can hardly speak, but all incredulity goes without any such antiphon.

           ❝  I don’t need   your name; I
                ask only that you disclose
                what brought you here, if
                not to infiltrate  the camp.  

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Myers-Briggs:  XNTJ ( no preference between extraversion or introversion ) —– either ‘the commander’ ( natural-born leader; projects authority in a way that draws crowds together behind a common goal. Often characterised by a ruthless level of rationality, using their drive, determination and sharp minds to achieve whatever end they’ve set ), or 'the architect’ ( imaginative yet decisive, ambitious yet private, amazingly curious, but they do not squander their energy; one of the rarest and most strategically capable personality types ).
Alignment: Chaotic Good —– believing in goodness and right but has little use for laws and regulations; hates it when people try to intimidate others and tell them what to do. Follows own moral compass, which, although good, may not agree with that of society.
Kinsey Scale: 3 —– tho using the kinsey scale for an asexual doesn’t grant a fair representation of anything lmfao so using this scale, his alignment is 2 ( romantic ), 1 ( sexual ), and 3 ( 'kinsey ’ ).
Hogwarts House: -
Temperament: Choleric —– fundamentally ambitious and leader-like; maintains a lot of aggression, energy, and/or passion, and try to instill it in others. As well as being leader-like and assertive, cholerics also fall into deep and sudden depression.

❛❛You’ve been strong for so long you’ve forgotten what it’s like to be vulnerable. Don’t you miss being human?

magnificent-stranger (via wnq-writers)
What aspects of himself are Ioverth most critical of? How would this manifest in behavior, attitude or action?

Oh gosh, Iorveth is actually an extremely self-critical person, though that aspect of him is pretty easy to miss because he isn’t exactly the most open individual. Above all else, he’s probably the most self-conscious and analytical regarding his decision making and the choices he makes on behalf of the Scoia’tael ( those he has ordinance over, anyhow ). 

For instance, he isn’t willing to take credit for the hope he instills in the elves ( as he says it’s because of Saskia, even though that’s not true ), but he immediately takes responsibility for putting his faith in the wrong person, or being betrayed ( ex., after being told that Letho murdered a large faction of his brigade, & finding out that there were plans to kill the Scoia’tael in Aedirn, Iorveth remarks that “the elves will die because of my stupidity”, even tho this…clearly was not his fault; at least not entirely ). This makes him meticulous, doubtful, and cynical. His trust has been abused more times than he can count, and whilst he does put the onus on those who deceived him, he takes blame for the harm done, especially if one of his men is killed. ( And even though it seems like he moves on from the past easily, he carries his own mistakes with him and continues to reprimand himself; while he doesn’t outwardly dwell, it’s pretty clear that he still hounds himself for Ciaran’s death, among other things ).

Needless to say, he does not trust very easily anymore, and he expects the absolute worst from humans. Moreover, and probably more importantly, he refrains from becoming close to anyone or befriending people. 

The second biggest flaw he sees in himself, in my opinion, is his inclination to get attached to people and to have his emotions muddle his thoughts, actions, etc. He tries not to let himself feel things, as he doesn’t want to distract from his goals; and in more ways than one, he tries so hard to be nothing more than a Soldier, or a reified symbol for The Cause TM, really. Thus he reprimands himself for letting personal bias taint his opinions ( as messed up as that sounds ), and for acting based on what he wants rather than what would benefit the entirety of the elven race. ( Like…the biggest signifier of this is when he remarks that he is who he “needs” to be, not who he wants; he doesn’t think that he can or should do what he, personally, desires, as he tries to make his desires what would be best for all elves ). 

As a result, he tends to be a very pragmatic person, but he’s sacrificed most of his personhood ( or tried to ) and he dissociates a terrible amount. I’ve said before that I don’t think Iorveth sees himself as an individual, so much as he sees himself as a vessel for his objectives ( re: freedom for the nonhumans ).Tbh if you asked him if he had regrets or if he even liked the person he was, he’d answer that it doesn’t matter what he thinks. But obviously, this…is not a healthy way of living, or even a plausible way of living; no one can be completely objective and no one can just…stifle their feelings through anything and everything. Honestly he’s an incredibly selfless being, but it’s cost him so much of who he is and was


CZAROWNIICA   ❜

‘ i’d have to put it another way –

          i have HEARD. haven’t had the
          luxury of knowing my parents. ‘

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      ‘ i aim to stay NEUTRAL, iorveth. like any witcher should – don’t know what you are trying to campaign for here, with me of all… dh’oine. ‘

❝ An honourable goal, yet 
    unattainable,  nonetheless.
    You may aim to      remain
    impartial in        all matters,
    but justice only  has     two
    sides.   

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 ❝ Even a vatt'ghern    doesn’t
    have the            privilege of
    complete neutrality;       not
    entirely, anyhow. You must
    realise that.   

theeternalsun:

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I have reached 100 followers, just wow. *lays on the floor with face down*

I don’t even know what to write here. Just thank you? All of you? I will list some names down there because I feel like I need to thank them specifically one way or another. So, although it’s a small list, please know that I’m eternally grateful to all of you. (get it? Eternally? Eternal? Like my url? Ok, I’ll stop). If you are not there I’m sorry, it’s just that at the top of my mind, these people are the ones that make tumblr fun and make me want to just read all day and completely disregard all my responsibilities as an adult. I was following some of these people on my personal before I even knew there was an rp community to speak of. Actually, I’m pretty sure that these people’s threads and writing are the reason why I joined this community in the first place. So, before anything, thank you for showing me this amazing community and for being crazy talented writers: 

                             theharellan falondiiin vigiilance dalishfreckles

Some of the names below I have yet to interact, to some of them is highly likely that I never will. But their characters make my dash brighter and I just enjoy myself reading their threads. It’s not in any specific order!

bloodimagery ambrosien irmorisenatha florethorns idolbound twicebound fardistances promiseofblood vriehedd vattxghern thequarrelsome rebelliontales vintyvanora warxborn didntsayandrastesays

I just want to remind you that I’m not a private or selective, if you want to interact (even if I haven’t followed you back) please just say or scream, anything. Considering I basically don’t know when to stop taking new threads, I’m totally willing to plot :)

                                Thank you so much. ♥ *explodes into glitter*  

❛❛they say war is hell,
so peace should be holy
but darling, the only thing i ever held sacred
was your name in my mouth
they say do not take the lord’s name in vain,
so i muffle the sounds against your neck,
and hope the heavens are not listening

— but if they could hear me, they would not begrudge me this (via joetoyes)
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WANTED DEAD OR ALIVE!

THE ELF IORVETH

EXCEPTIONALLY RUTHLESS COMMANDER TO A UNIT OF Squirrels

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